Struggles

Everyone goes through them, its almost impossible to get through life with out some type of struggle keeping you down and holding you back from your dreams. Its drives you insane knowing that or making yourself believe that you cant do anything because your in debt or haven to save money for school or even move out on your own. I'm sure everyone deals with all three or at least one of those from that small list, And ya its all a part of life but when we pile everything on ourselves and think we can carry every little thing to the point where we break and fall and we are exhausted. That's not how it should be in this world. I have a God who will carry those things for me but for some reason its just rough right now but I'm doing my best to give all my attention on him and i know in my heart he will make all things better and put me where he wants me. You also got to have the friends and family help you out, anything helps right?? YES!!!!!!!!! I am learning the hard way that you cannot just keep everything inside and hold it back you have to open up to the world and not shut down your dreams just because YOU THINK you cant do it and move on to something that makes you some what happy. So all I'm trying to say here is to just trust in God trust in others and trust in yourself make decisions don't go by what others want for you in your life, that's why its called YOUR LIFE not theirs.


P.S Don't get mad at the ones trying to help you either its not their fault your haven a hard time, they are there for you. And don't try and show them up either by calling them out on something you know nothing about not a good idea. So I'm sorry to the ones i have hurt in the past 24 hours. Please forgive me.

FEAR!!!!!!!

Fear it has a part in everyone's life, it could range from the fear of dying to the fear of something as small as a baby spider, yes there are those people out there. Fear can have such an impact on someones life that it holds them back and holds them back from what they want most in their life. Which leads to my struggle of fear just holding me back from what i want to grasp in life, i have always been afraid to go out and meet new people and make friends but I am getting better at that, This past week i had to importunity to help out at a youth church camp which put me into a position to talk to random strangers yes at first i had fear but i defied it and by my surprise i had met tons of people and kids. So i can say that this camp has forever changed my life. another was starting this blog i was scared what people may think, but i realized the ones who don't care wont read this and the ones who do get this and take something from it are the ones that help me overcome Fear. But my biggest help i receive is God i look to him every time i feel Satan trying to get at me and God over powers him every time and i come out a free feared man. So as i continue growing and learning new things through out my life i come closer over coming my fears with the help of my Lord, I have one more fear I'm working on at the moment that I am praying about and it seems to be working out just fine, which i will leave to be a surprise as i overcome it soon.

Is my life really as bad as i think it is??

As i was driving home this evening I was thinking about life and how I struggle with certain things and why am I not getting the things I think I deserve or want I was just feeling sad and alone I'm not trying to make this sound poor little me but I wished there was more. Then as a came up over the hill I glanced over at the sun setting below the green grassy fields, and I saw one lonely tree sitting out there Alone nothing else around just the gorgeous glare from the sun behind it making this tree look amazing, Then all of a sudden I heard God speak to me and he said this “Do not worry about everything that is happening in your life I am here to take care of you, I am here for you always. Listen for me and follow me and you will see greatness and you will see all things work”. WOW... I don’t know what to say but yes God. After I heard that I was like why am I saying those things I have a great life, family, friends. There are far more people out there that I should be helping then someone helping me. I just realized how great life can be and the people that surround you. Never give up hope on yourself or the ones around you.